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want some ridiculous TMI? I just want to be fucked so fucking badly and I don’t even care by who. I just want it. And that really fucking sucks because I’m still too scared by the fact that I am too fucking scared of people to let anyone that close to me. Best predicament ever amirite? I wish I had some sort of no strings attached arrangement with someone, because wow do I seriously...

Feb 22nd

WISH I WASN’T SCARED AND TRAUMATIZED AND HOLDING ONTO THINGS THAT DON’T MATTER…………………..

Jan 30th

I feel like an asshole right now but in a different way and I just wish I wasn’t so fucking scared because I’m pretty fucking sure that I’m pissing all over myself right about now and I need to start caring rather than brushing it off.

Jan 30th

sudden badfeelings I want to sleep forever I feel like all I do is piss everyone off and idk why I am feeling this right now. fuck.

Jan 24th

you've become every person that I actually fucking...

Jan 23rd

I don't think anyone understands that by saying...

Jan 6th

it actually upsets me that I have four followers. I don’t even know who two of you are. all I want to say right now, otherwise, is that I think it’s hysterical that you deleted me from your life, and you know what, it’s better that way. and I’m sorry, even though that means nothing. I’ve learned more about myself I’m not cut out for being in relationships...

Jan 5th

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may actually just facepalm myself to the fucking moon one of these days

Dec 18th

more than anything, I wish you would get the fuck over yourself, because it hurts me that you’re such a little bitch all the time nothing I do is right, is it?

Dec 10th

and so it went on my permanent record, however because I was truthful, that’s all that’s happened I’m so fucking stupid

Dec 7th

on an unrelated note, even just seeing you fucking...

Nov 29th

And yet that is precisely why I have stopped...

Nov 29th

Also, I think I fucked myself over so fucking...

Nov 21st

I'm sorry. I know you don't care, and while I do,...

Nov 21st

if any of you stalk this blog, I'd rather never...

Nov 19th

who are you even?

Nov 16th

and while I'm on the subject of my fucking sad...

I actually did realize something crucially important from my only relationship, and I’ve never had a chance to explain it out anywhere, because I don’t want all of the fucking butthurt feelings from anyone or the fucking pity or anything. So I’m going to do that right here and right now. That’s all I want. I’ve realized that I do want to be alone, because it’s...

Nov 13th

not only that, but then I wonder if I'm really...

Nov 13th

sometimes I'm worried about whether or not I'm...

Nov 13th

tangobullets replied to your post: tangobullets replied to your post: I just don’t… I tweeted something for two seconds and people are pissed off? I deleted it because I knew it was pushing it, i don’t see why people need to be so butthurt yeah, just, goddamn this is why we can’t have nice things and this is why I’m sort of burnt out on the fandom in general oops

Nov 10th

tangobullets replied to your post: I just don’t give a fuck anymore about anyone or anything and some days I think about how maybe my life would be easier without all of this unnecessary fucking bullshit drama that makes me regret ever finding this corner of the internet. I don’t even know why people start drama all the fucking time. it’s making me fucking sick I wish everyone would...

Nov 10th

I just don't give a fuck anymore about anyone or...

Nov 10th

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I've become afraid to talk to you, and that makes...

Nov 6th

I just hate everyone. So much. Feels bad man.

Nov 2nd

I just wonder if we were ever really friends in...

Oct 28th

This happening to my aunt just makes me wonder...

Oct 6th

tumblrbot asked: WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE INANIMATE OBJECT?

Oct 5th

This is my new personal blog... shhhhh

Oct 5th